Friday, November 17, 2006


Thursday, November 16, 2006


tabitha miss corinn my sister tabitha came into my room today she dropped she fell in through the ceiling that woman has amazing reflexes she fell she jumped in it seemed i was asleep but she wasn't there and then she was and she said she said i have a little more than 24 hours left this is the last day of my life i cannot believe this is happening to me i would rather stay alive alone in the room than be dead please don't let her do it

Tuesday, November 14, 2006


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Saturday, November 11, 2006

oh god

oh god oh no oh god i hear her i hear her coming things are banging and slamming above me she is coming oh no oh no she heard she knows she knows i let frank be me oh god she's going to she's going to

i did it i did it i drank from the lake and frank was in me he spoke to her he talked to her on that instant messenging software but he's gone now he had to go back the lake called to him it called him back and i'm tired... oh so tired so tired i can't i can't keep my eyes open any more...


please please can i have a pill i want a pill i want to go back to the garden i swear i swear it i swear i won't go back to the lake i just want to see the tree the tree is all i want i swear i won't see frank can i have a pill please a little silver pill the monkey the monkey is so bad i need i need to go back to the

thank you. thank you i'm going i'm going back to the place where everything smells of wildflowers and the bees buzz they buzz so pleasantly and there's the tree i see my tree my tree i climbed the tree one day did i say that i climbed it and i fell and the little boy caught me he's strong he caught me and laid me down in a bed of four-leaf clovers he laid me down and disappeared but I'm back there now and i see the tree the tree covered in blossoms i love this tree i love this tree i live for this tree for the times i can come here to the silver garden and
i did it i did it i saw frank i saw him again he was in the lake and he let me see him tabitha doesn't know she doesn't know i did it he said he said he's going to be me some time soon he said if i drink the lake if i drink him he will be in me and he will be alive again i think i think i'm gonna do it